Everyone knows I am trying my best to do as much as I can. These few weeks, after the beginning of this month, the feeling is not strong, but I always feel I should do more.

Met someone, got more assignments in hand, I don't know how and when I can finish them. Or maybe the completion day is too far. Yes, the things I should do after office hour maybe more than one's work in office.

I am serious, but also taking my job easy. However, I know that, I still have passion on many things.

I cannot control, and I don't like to cover. I do not calculate the best time to tell, the best time to call. I just want to show my feeling. Afterall, I am living for myself and you should know I am not trying to do anything inappropriate. I am sad, when I know you are unhappy, honestly.

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no matter good or bad, happiness and future are always in one's hand. To create or to give up, it is not dependent on others. Feeling is yours, I understand and so I always think you are smart doing right things, as you are happy now.

;-) Time is passing too fast for me as well, got 160 mails tonight, since was too tired to check mail, also it was first time for me to miss your diary. SK, go go go... and sleep well. Everyday is the same, so make today a happy day. I will support you and proud to know you are happy really =)