more and more things found, solved and actually understand. No the best I could do, maybe. However, consider things that I have done, all like water flowing, what can I stop? What can I catch?

How do I feel? I cannot let myself stop, though tired. I feel a bit crazy as well, if taking everything serously, even to people who also work in this extreme environment. It will become no way out. Now I understand.

My wrist is still painful, stochylnaya made me tired. Like a factory, too many knots to untie, too many knots I found. Too many people I see, too little people I see...

support support support.