How is the world going on? This is the shortest day of the year. Not so cold... Went to work early since I have disappeared some days.

Out of focus, and the medicine keeps me sleeping. Maybe there are too much oxygen debt I need to pay back, I sleep and sleep...

Caprincorn's nature, care about too much on achievement? Maybe true, achievement seems only thing can quantify I haven't wasted my life. I am chasing back my oxygen debt, think it is not a waste of time, right?

I am too moody maybe, this is another year without christmas party in office. Maybe I do not have the luck of joy, not yet, still need to work harder for going to be who I can be...