I intended to take it, when no one prepared to. Things are being fulfilled, day by day. Confirmation of people, for some holidays probably. I feel like having holidays these days as well. Good that I don't have to get up early.

Maybe day after day things are fading. My diary from words to become a real diary. Should I have no feeling to tell, or the feeling has already been told? Anyway, it is not a pleasant feeling of having a strong feeling then seeing it going away day after day.

Maybe feeling is interaction, to keep feeling burns you have to supply it fuel. I always respect long lasting feeling and I have been looking for mine for ages. That's why it's always difficult for me to confirm. Maybe because actually I haven't seen the person who could give me the feeling, or indeed when the feeling comes I already situate in a wrong place in time.

This is just like the concert I want to see the most is the concert of Leslie. A little bit too late, a little bit untold. Thanks for sending me my favourite song that day. It was a feeling.