Building house on rock. (Matthew 7:24)

Me

Ubiquitous

Posted Thu, 03/18/2004 - 13:00 by eric

Cannot believe what I am doing now is what you were doing yesterday.

If thinking about that, things are more meaningful. Even everyday seems the same, you may not seeing each page of what I am writing, but that is so important to let you know what I am feeling... I want to let you know about me more...

You are ubiquitous, day, night, night, day... Seeing you are using so much effort to get what you want, seeing you are not feeling happy, seeing you are unsure about life. I feel helpless, helpless in letting you know, I am here to help.

Proud

Posted Fri, 03/12/2004 - 13:00 by eric

Something you can do, but you just don't want to... something you want to do but you just cannot do.

As I have said, I am trying not to overdone my work as I shall not take the credit. However, seems dependence is not possible. I will commit what I have said, and will let you know it is not a miracle I am talking about.

I don't like it though, as said, what I know to do doesn't mean what I have to do. Well, I will show it...

Whirlpool

Posted Thu, 03/11/2004 - 13:00 by eric

This week is lazy, since it has passed the so-call deadline. I still cannot concentrate, maybe my brain is already exhausted.

Nearly one month of not meeting, but I shall wait. There is no need to have a reason to meet. But maybe that's me who want to have that reason.

I am a perfectionist, or I am in a position which has to be in low profile... I hope you understand.

Owl

Posted Tue, 03/02/2004 - 13:00 by eric

I am rushing for my own goal. Maybe that's commercial world.

Even I know when, I would rather not telling the truth. Maybe only I know the truth, truth about me not sleeping and things may still not working out. Well, then, no need to be stressful, as long as I keep the secret about what I am expecting.

But I believe, if I work hard, things will work out, and people will be appreciated.

Incumbent

Posted Mon, 03/01/2004 - 13:00 by eric

Today will be washed by tomorrow, as yesterday is overlaid by today. I was the incumbent, and now I am standing on my shadow.

Your note is a crown, and everything becomes so important. I was lack of faith, but now I know I shouldn't stop. I know the cause and effect, also the way that you think will cause things turn out differently.

I am the same person, with a different feeling due to emotional weathering. Your greet can already help me to stand up, to run, to chase for another tomorrow.

A Designer

Posted Sun, 02/29/2004 - 13:00 by eric

Finally, a breakthrough, a designer is what I need, connection and relation.

It is always important to know more people when you can. I don't know how to proceed, but I think I have met some criteria already.

I understand it thoroughly, 2004 should be a time to accomplish, a time to change. Maybe I have to sleep less, maybe...

What does a person at this time doing? Thinking about holiday, feeling tired about work... for me, seems everything is so plain.

Diffusing Happiness

Posted Sun, 02/22/2004 - 13:00 by eric

When all things become so natural, things could be handled easily. As I pray, please give us our daily bread. Tomorrow seems very light, no pressure.

Yes, sometime, when the focus is diverted things are easier to handle. Seem people just like to blame. But I would not blame you :)

It is closing to the deadline of the application. I should not do another other things but this.

Explosion

Posted Fri, 02/20/2004 - 13:00 by eric

Finally it is not possible to hold the pressure.

I found Eric is very understanding now. I don't mind being challenged or even being disagreed. I understand everyone must have a different way of approaching matter. The most important thing is I should make my position clear and being at right place doing the right thing.

That's good. I could take a real rest finally and plan ahead. I shall not saddle myself with this kind of abstract name.

Handover

Posted Thu, 02/19/2004 - 13:00 by eric

Are all things must have an end?

Could people stay, and feeling stay? Seems leaving is a way out, or dwelling in means you are lazy.

My platform has to handover, but the feeling is mixed. Like a mom watching her son to be taken care by others who has no experience...

Seeing people using it is nice, but if things could be polished, however due to some pollitical reasons it could not be perfect for me is a defect.

Maybe it cannot be better. Maybe still a room for it, could I?...

Prioritise

Posted Wed, 02/18/2004 - 13:00 by eric

Eric knows, Eric is helpful but Eric is busy.

I cannot answer everyone's question. :( But I don't mean to ignor anyone.

Australia has to stream this week. No one trusted what I said even it is for me very obvious. Should I risk my reputation for the things done?... in real life, nothing is that easy. I could leave, they asked me to go. However, I am too passive in many senses.