What is let down? Maybe as I were told, rest is what I need. 13 hours of sleep, enough? Not quite... It doesn't solve a problem.

However, I am full of energy, to think, to do... of course, I don't want to be involved anymore. I didn't go back to work, since I didn't think I should do anything.

Sometimes things are just working fine if you do not do anything to it. If you do not do anything and it becomes fine, seems the problem is not yours.

So many things happened, maybe everyone needs to digest. Find that I feel so bad if I were misunderstood. First time? But anyway, the impression is not good. I care about what other people think, since I honestly tried my best and didn't do anything wrong...

At least know you, then that's fine. I can take anything.