I am rushing for my own goal. Maybe that's commercial world.

Even I know when, I would rather not telling the truth. Maybe only I know the truth, truth about me not sleeping and things may still not working out. Well, then, no need to be stressful, as long as I keep the secret about what I am expecting.

But I believe, if I work hard, things will work out, and people will be appreciated.

I am already an Owl, maybe I should keep myself of working, so that I could keep myself out from emptiness. When I have 1 whole day to think of you, I will feel pity, but if I have only 1 minute, I would pick up the phone to call you... So, if you don't hear me, that indeed, I am just thinking when is the best time to let you know my presence...