Am I happy? Average, nothing too good, nothing too bad. I am not as happy as to be afraid of time slipping away. On the other hand, I live out of myself, I obseve how time is passing by.

I am watching a movie, a reflection, time beating passing with tic-tac tic-tac... 9th July, I hate it... Tic-tac tic-tac, read an old mail, my helplessness suffocated me, that shocking feeling, can you feel it? Weekly deadline may not be like the deadline in live, how to get used to? That is always good to have expectation in the week. If so, nothing is important is the week, and nothing is worth going through the brain. I wish this will become a long lasting story, I truly wish for God's arrangement.

Attitude changes life, experience changes attitude, life determines experience. There is still space to be better, be a better person, not to one, but to all; could I?

I have nothing to worry now. Though one day, I still watch 47 times the sunset, now there is no rose I can see. You tammed me. Why? The only thing I worry is still the volcano. I am still travelling, still travelling.