2nd Oct, mom's birthday, more than enough reason to take rest. steam is still running because of bless, even remote and quiet.

Hint was unsounded for a while, thought the mono communication has been lost as well. Well, nothing important right now, as I have decided to go all the way till the end, no sickness or illusion can stop me until completion. Always like this, I am stronger than I used to be not because I am more independent, just that I have nothing to depend on.

It is like something I know I do better than others but I cannot touch, I am not in the position to... well, anyway, hope my decision would not make me miss something I will regret. I understand every second and every decision is affecting our life which cannot turn back.

Anyway, peace is with me, and hope it is with you. Maybe that's time to think, if I ask the question again, would it be 2 or 3? Hmmm... as long as it is 30, let time passes would not be crime.

stronger stronger stronger...