Timing or what that I missed? Iike harvest at the wrong time, when you want to chase, it's already too late. I hate this feeling as well, I know I am learning, however I should not have let things get rotten.

Feel silly, on the other hand it is all wrong timing, false hope that I created, expecting something in the pass. Not a disappointment, just a silly mistake I am making. Of course, it is not the only thing, but again, I found that there are always hints, only if you go to find it. Everything is tracked and timing is not an excuse. Am I careful enough or too lazy?

Even people said, lazy are the feeling that only a hard working person possesses, however, the feeling of hard working is a lot better than lazy. Complexity, not a coincident, I believe I can become better only be less lazy.