Another cycle has finished, up down up; down up down. Even hero can shoot off the target for many miles. Me? Still living.

Many things are in parallel, two hands are not enough to grap all. Maybe what I want is not the total, but just to take part. Are you happy? Yes you are, or just another illusion. Not sure.

Feeling exhausted from sports is so good. Feeling exhausted from other things may feel not worth to. I hurt my left wrist, I cannot grab it anymore. I see it is slipping away. It could be just another cycle, it could be it. Don't worry, I will be happy.